Happy List!

happy thoughts really fast before bed:

1. i have awesome and amazing friends who love and support me. they cook me dinner, they let me take their blood pressure and perform physical assessments on them countless times. they continually amaze me and teach me so much about who relationships are a mess worth making (i think that's a book val is reading right now... anyway...)

2. i have awesome parent's and family who i love so much, and love me so much. i mean, my dad listens to me ramble on about nothing so much. i don't think i appreciate that nearly as much as i should.

3. the moon tonight was really pretty, and had a lovely halo through the clouds and such.

4. i have some really great, nice girls on my hall, even if i sometimes feel like i can't hang out with them as much as i'd like, they still love me all the same.

5. i have a great staff to work with in central campus

6. i also have a great team of officers to work with in choir, who are so awesome and fun to be around

7. i'm not feeling that stressed right now about school work, and i really think i have a handle on things. at least for this week... we'll see how that goes

8. i'm going to the hospital this week! i'm nervous, but so excited!!!

9. i have some great teachers, and really great clinical instructors. they are all really nice and helpful

10. i'm enjoying and getting to know the girls in my clinical group better, which is good, because i'll be spending a lot of time with them.

11. my god is an awesome god. he loves me and hears me even when i am not reaching out to him like i should. he has blessed me more than i could ever deserve. i can't wait for the day that i can run up to him and dance before him, singing glories to his name. i know this sounds kind of cheesy, but seriously. i can't wait to dance around in heaven. i can't wait to be freed from my sin and selfishness, and all the brokenness that is intertwined with my being and my life. i can't wait to be restored, and to see all my friend's restored, and to full be able to reflect god's glory and beauty the way i was meant to. i can't believe sometimes that this even happens on earth, and i rejoice that god is so amazing that he does shine through us. gah, i can't express my feelings very well really, but yes. god is good.